But how much coffee is too much coffee?

I have that delirious ADD that happens after not enough sleep and inconsistent amounts of caffeine and stressful auditions and opening nights and commuting and working over the course of five days. I have lists of lists of things to do and apparently my top priority is jotting my unfocused thoughts on this blog.

I've wondered, recently, if I'm headed for a nervous breakdown or if I'm in the middle of one right now, but it's a prolonged breakdown put on pause for moments of distraction so I can think about how I ever had a crush on Jonathan Knight in the 4th grade.

And wouldn't it be great to start a new music group called New Kids of the Block and see how long it would catch and maybe be responsible for a return to the 90s when everything was simple and TGIF was still on and I wasn't really responsible for anything except showing up at school and not falling asleep?

I'm a little distracted.